Invisible 2.0

Today I told someone hello.
They didn’t say it back.

Today I made a painted heart

She broked down into pieces
Today I smiled at someone in the mall They didn’t smile me back.
Today I looked in the mirror to see if I was invisible.
Turns out I’m not invisible — then why can’t anyone see me?
Today I made my Instagram account to search my people

As I saw all the accounts are private and they have moved on
Today I looked at everyone’s smiling faces and wondered why I wasn’t smiling with them.
Today I wondered why some people really spreads hate .

And I don’t even have answer for that
Today I told someone hello.
They didn’t say it back.
Today I comforted someone who said she had no love life.
I didn’t have the courage to tell her that I’ve never had a love life
Today I told my relatives I write poetry and they laughed at me.
Today I cried in front of a mirror while singing a made-up song that wasn’t even sad.
Today I told people I was fine when I really was not.
Today again I looked in the mirror to see if I was invisible.
I wish I was invisible.
If I were invisible maybe it wouldn’t hurt so much ’cause I know I’m here but people refuse to see it.

Can I please just be invisible?