Goodbyes

Goodbyes are the hardest part
Seeing you walk towards the door
I can feel my heart beat in my ears
You are one step from the door
Everything in me wants to yell
Stop please don’t leave me
Silently I scream
I knew that even you stayed
Life would never be the same
She’s whatever I want her to be,
A little part in you and me.
She haunts my dreams with autumn hair.
She’s always red, she’s always there.
She calls with leaves falling off her skin,
The needles of pines and light from within.
Your love left long before you did
For months you were just phoning it in
Your love for me was nothing but fabricated.