Today I told someone hello.
They didn’t say it back.
Today I smiled at someone in the hall. They didn’t smile back.
Today I looked in the mirror to see if I was invisible.
Turns out I’m not invisible — then why can’t anyone see me?
Today I made a fake Instagram account under a trendy name from the 1960s to see whether I knew any people who had real Instagram accounts.
All of the accounts were private save for one.
Today I forced myself to be happy for a particular past crush who posted lots of pictures on Instagram with his new girlfriend. Hurrah.
Today I looked at everyone’s smiling faces and wondered why I wasn’t smiling with them.
Today I wondered why some people are complete idiots.
Today I told someone hello.
They didn’t say it back.
Today I comforted someone who said she had no love life.
I didn’t have the courage to tell her that I’ve never had a love life
Today I told someone I write poetry and they laughed at me.
Today I cried in front of a mirror while singing a made-up song that wasn’t even sad.
Today I told people I was fine when I really was not.
Today I looked in the mirror to see if I was invisible.
I wish I was invisible.
If I were invisible maybe it wouldn’t hurt so much ’cause I know I’m here but people refuse to see it.
Can I please just be invisible?
1. Today I told someone hello.
2. They didn’t say it back.
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©Amankumar 2018
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I wish I was invisible…Ahh, This is so relatable. The best post I’ve read today.
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So Happy for this 🙂
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😊🌸🌸
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Oh, that is so emotional… I totally feel you.
All I have got to say to you is that you shouldn’t lean so much on people’s attention. Try to be more indifferent and people will notice you then. Try to care about you more, about your education and you in genre. People will notice you when you get better, and you don’t need for sure someone to tell you that you are good at writing poetry, you know you are, and I believe in you!
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Yes this is emotional, But thankyou so much for inspiring and for positive vibes. Yes what you say I will grab up and will club up all these in my future❣️ Thankyou so much my Dear friend Katherine 🤗
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Heartfelt words!! Liked it Aman!!
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Thankyou so much Kranti 🤗🌸
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🌸🤗
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This is great. But we must not let other’s attitude determine our happiness😁
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Yes, So true 🙂
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Hey Aman, hope you are doing good! I have nominated you for the Bloggers Recognition Award! please check it out https://sparkklingthoughts.wordpress.com/2018/10/04/my-4-and-5th-blogger-recognition-award. Thank you 🙂
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I really don’t knnow what to do!!! How to put up awards in post.. How to provide link..
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Hey Aman sorry replying you late.. you can visit my post to get an idea.. providing link is not a tough job when you write a post there is link icon use that to link the post!! Thank you! Happy a wonderful weekend! 😊
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Ok Sure, In future will take care about of this and you are late😅 and Happy weekend 🌸🤗
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I know dear, I apologize for that😊 Happy weekend! 🤗🌸
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I like this, the structure of it and I could read it 🙂
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This is one of the best posts I’ve read so far. The concepts of being ignored, far from the world, being laughed at because you write poetry (I mean that’s totally insane) the smiles and the stories… How I feel when I’m invisible even though I’m not. Lots of love and hugs!🌹❤️
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Thank you so much dear 🤗🌸
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In your invisibility lies your visibility great post
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Glad that you liked it, Thank you so much 🤗🌸
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U are visible
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Yayyyyy🤗 Thank you ✨🌸
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The way you made your thoughts into a list and the most dominant ones got several different numbers was very effective!
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Thankyou so much 🤗
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You are welcome dear!
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❤❤
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Invisible thoughts.Well expressed.Love it bro.Thank you.
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Always 🌸
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Screw those who laugh when you tell them you write poetry because you’re great in writing one. No words!
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😊🌸
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Well written, but of course very sad! If it is based on something real I hope it gets better 🙂
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Happens Sometimes 🙄 But it’s ok 😊
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Nice one!
Please, I would like you to follow my blog as well… Thanks!
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